You don't always know what all the steps in the journey are, or the next step for that matter. You must continue walking though, taking each step into the unknown, trusting that with each step the road ahead becomes more visible as light breaks through the clouds. 

The battle rages on 

Something great is around the corner

But I can't see

so, i lie down on a cold hard floor

lifeless in a candlelit room

everything around is spinning

the mind is like a dark endless maze with no way out

running in circles

suffocated by lies and falsehood

trying to muster up enough strength to speak

or to lift up my head

but then, just when i thought it was hopeless

at once you came. 

you come. 

you heard my cry

you hear my cry.

in the midst of the spinning you touch my mind

you calm my heart and clothe me with a blanket of peace

there's now a sense of quiet joy

slowly, i begin to breathe again

inhale freshness and newness

the sun is rising

light is spreading

darkness becomes a mere shadow 

dispelled by the luminosity of the son

Abraham didn’t focus on his own impotence and say, “It’s hopeless. This hundred-year-old body could never father a child.” Nor did he survey Sarah’s decades of infertility and give up. He didn’t tiptoe around God’s promise asking cautiously skeptical questions. He plunged into the promise and came up strong, ready for God, sure that God would make good on what he had said. That’s why it is said, “Abraham was declared fit before God by trusting God to set him right.” But it’s not just Abraham; it’s also us! The same thing gets said about us when we embrace and believe the One who brought Jesus to life when the conditions were equally hopeless. The sacrificed Jesus made us fit for God, set us right with God. Romans 4:19-25 (MSG)

Father, I let go and trust you. Let my faith arise. Take all of me. I am all yours. I trust you.